I suspect love is an often temporary chemical imbalance
if the brain induced by sensory stimuli that causes us to
maintain focus on something that carries an adaptive agenda.
Love is an adaptive feeling or emotion
like hate, jealousy, hunger, thirst
necessary where rationality alone would not suffice
to carry the day.
Enjoy.
Holiday life.
Life starts to get kind of boring. Everyday, its either da telly, papers, sleep, shop or simply slacking around. Perhaps this is the kind of life busy people out there are yearning for. . .but this is getting too much for me. It struck me that man will never be contented with themselves and what they have. Sometimes, human nature seems so ugly.
Fortunately, im gonna get a fulfilling life this Thursday onwards! =)
I miss the TP gang. Still hasn found a good day to gather all of us. Was msning with Dor earlier on this morning & realized that she is still at dorm, tied up with many many activities and blah. What a slacker I am! She was lamenting that her schedule for this entire week is full already. Oh my.
Honestly, I find myself sick of the way is suppose to be. Or rather, the way my life is. Its neither exciting nor colorful. . . Perhaps its all because he is not always around to brighten my day. . .im learning hard to get use to it. . . It could be I am pushing myself too hard in the process and things got worse. . .i don know. Its way past time for me to understand some stuff and figure out everything.
I was doing some friendstering, clicking on several profiles and so on. And got a rather rude discovery. There is this stylish lady, who used to be in a relationship with a guy. I had always thought they were a perfect match. But the truth is, they had broken up, I guess not too long ago. Its amazing how 2 person actually get attracted to each other, get together, do so much things together, get to know each others families and friends. And suddenly discover he or she is not the right one. Overnight, everything built up from scratch will be tore down, either with relief, or much tears and heartache. This brings me back to some linkage to my previous entry on Prime. I think it is so important to give someone your blessings if he or she decides to get married and stay committed in a long term relationship. Its god darn difficult to find that someone whom you can identify with, have feelings for, able to understand each other thoroughly and live together under the same roof for the rest of your life.
A little part on myself, I find it difficult to survive arguments and cracks in a relationships. If you know what I mean, after engaging in a big row with your loved one, can you love him or her as before as if nothing had happened? Perhaps its positive if one party has generously forgiven any wrong done and sincerely opens the heart again. What if its negative? Its a sure thing the entire buildup gonna fail someday. I wanna be one who is generous of course. . .unless the hurt done is so severe that I find it impossible to forgive and forget.
So much being shared, hope all of us put in our little efforts to make things work out! And to those who still hasn found the ideal one, its no hurry but do open up if you feel that he or she is within your vicinity. *winkz
posted by meihui @ 6:33 PM
Wishlist
nokia 3230
reading good books
magazines
bags
more cosmetics
more time with him
accessories
haircut
skirts
laptop
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